Contrasting symbolic and nonsymbolic reality — A conceptual sketch

This model particularly focuses on the imaginary limitations of the "human mind", as perceived while "in it" and can serve as a loose guide to look "outside it". sketch of a model of reality Something to right side of to the axis of meaning (on morality), partly written in other notes: "has to be meaningful/good", … Continue reading Contrasting symbolic and nonsymbolic reality — A conceptual sketch

Walking the edge of the matrix

To properly prepare for a mystical experience I did this guided meditation by Leo Gura, followed by a short breathing exercise as described in this video by Mantak Chia, and then took a walk outdoors, with the aim to find someplace to read Cicero's letters to Atticus for twenty minutes. I had only walked perhaps … Continue reading Walking the edge of the matrix

Writings partly inspired by Buddhism, talks from Jiddu Krishnamurti and videos by Leo Gura of

How locked is the everyday mind into its usual habits that even the names of common objects pass by the consciousness unnoticed. There is nothing ordinary however about existence, it is ALWAYS here and ALWAYS unfathomably mysterious, ungraspable and infinite. History, culture and reasons, just faint patterns on the tapestry of a miniscule grain in … Continue reading Writings partly inspired by Buddhism, talks from Jiddu Krishnamurti and videos by Leo Gura of

Ascendant Ambiguity Access

I intend to write poetry but often something more ambiguous wants to come out. This time it is a kind of textual journey about being ordinary and yearning to access the mystical. What's the point of being with the in-peopleif not so that when you come back outyou have reached another leveland can teach what … Continue reading Ascendant Ambiguity Access

Timeless Tuesday

Curious about Contemplation? As I wrote yesterday, I would go to bed listening to the Quran and then to a mystical text. The Quran was to get as immersed in the Arabic religion as possible, while still letting my mind be open enough to not fall into traps of dividing people into identities, but to … Continue reading Timeless Tuesday

Saturday Stream / Sunday Sonder

This blog post starts out mundane, but as we get longer into Sunday it becomes very profound. Saturday Part I  of this weeks b³O video part II of this weeks b³O video On Saturday I worked almost the whole day bringing you the two episodes above. Then I streamed briefly on Twitch, replacing the … Continue reading Saturday Stream / Sunday Sonder

ProFoundational Friday

From binge to infinity and back Follow me along a train of thought. After eating just enough breakfast, the craving. An onslaught of desire for bread, seeds and peanut butter. First guilt,  but then, knowing it leads nowhere, acceptance into higher awareness. Observing the physical actions: Still filling up the stomach. Now sensing each taste … Continue reading ProFoundational Friday

Throwback Tuesday

I began the morning reordering the joint bedroom and office for a more harmonious environment. Then I had this glorious breakfast color wheel! In the afternoon I began learning node.js and JavaScript in conjunction with finally getting my feet wet in the DaMP project! The first goal is be able to scrape a webpage without … Continue reading Throwback Tuesday